| pure excellence |
[Apr. 15th, 2006|10:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  enraged | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fiona Apple - The First Taste | ] |
GOGOL BORDELLO = AMAZING!!! |
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| I finally did it |
[Mar. 21st, 2006|12:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Modest Mouse - Dramamine | ] |
I did it. I broke up with Doug.
I was so scared I was going to hurt his feelings but I couldn't keep holding it back any longer. When I told him that while I do like him, I think our relationship isn't going to go much further, he said "Okay, I understand," in the softest, most hurt way and my eyes actually began to swell with tears. I was afraid I was going to start crying which would deffinately have not made it easier, but he then said that he had actually been thinking the same thing for a while, but he was a little hurt that I didn't do this in person. I told him that I would've done it in person, but I honestly cannot do it face to face because I would get too nervous, but I told him I did not want to tell him online because he deserves much better than that. He then said that he still wants to be friends and I said to him of course I still want to be friends and it was so worth getting to know him. I told him he's a great person and I told him he's smart and sweet and a very positive guy (which I told him was a BIG plus) and he said thank you, that he appreciates that. So we continued to talk and I told him that "we're just into different things; we don't really have that much in common," and he agreed. Since I called him so late, (11:40 pm), I asked if I had woken him up and he said no he was cooking raviolis (and then I talked about how Jill cannot stand it when I say ravioli with an "s") and then somehow we got to talking about pierogies. Then I told him that if he wants to, I can come up this weekend, and have what I called a "farewell fuck". I knew that would sound good to him. So I'm going to call him later this week and set that up. We said goodnight and now I'M SINGLE!
Keep your eyes peeled for new boys for me! |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 7th, 2006|10:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
and another big yes from MICA!! |
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| acceptance, yeah! |
[Mar. 3rd, 2006|03:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Seu Jorge - Rock N' Roll Suicide | ] |
WOOHOO I GOT ACCEPTED TO ARCADIA UNIVERSITY!!!
one school down, 5 to go |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 27th, 2006|09:26 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | The White Stripes - The Hardest Button to Button | ] |
CANNOT WAIT FOR SPRING BREAK!</b< |
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| SNOW HOLY FUCK SNOW |
[Feb. 12th, 2006|09:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Paper Chase, The - Said The Spider To The Fly | ] |
Snow! Look at the snow!
It amazes me how it can be 60 degreeish weather one week, then a few weeks later we can have a major snow storm. From what I can tell from out the window, there's at least 10 inches at my house, and the snow is still coming down!
I wonder what's going to happen with school tomorrow... |
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| putzing around... |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|09:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Radiohead - (Nice Dream) | ] |
I REALLY should be revising my play right now... |
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| Is anyone else getting these messages? |
[Jan. 18th, 2006|10:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Smashing Pumpkins - Landslide | ] |
Ok, I've already changed my password once for this journal because it was quote "too obvious". Now I have just been informed that my current password is "too obvious". So, I have once again changed it. How many times must I do this before you are satisfied, LIVEJOURNAL??????? |
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| GODDAMN JUST END |
[Dec. 31st, 2005|03:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sondre Lerche - Two Way Monologue | ] |
2005 is going out with a shitty day for me.
1. I was awoken by a call from my mother saying that there is a dent in my driver's side door and it looks like someone kicked it in
Sub1. That is extra shitty because YESTERDAY I picked up my car from being fixed, which cost me a lot of money.
2. I spilled water in the computer room and it dripped into an outlet and blew the power in the room (It's now fixed).
3. The weather is REALLY BAD and it's ruining all my plans for the evening. I'll be lucky if I get to do anything.
If more shittiness occurs, I will update. |
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| hahahahahahahaha |
[Dec. 17th, 2005|11:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cody playing his guitar in the other room | ] |
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| Sounds Fun, Huh? |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|09:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Aquila Rose - In The Bed Of A Balladeer | ] |
Saturday:
Yawn
Tv
Drive
Slide
Swerve
Tree
Ditch
Stuck
Damage
Pulled
Lecture
Drive
Drive
Drive
Grandparents
Family
Drive
Sleep |
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| DEAR GOD NOT SCHOOL AGAIN!! |
[Dec. 8th, 2005|09:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Aberdeen City - God Is Going To Get Sick Of Me | ] |
please oh please no school tomorrow, oh please oh please oh please... |
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| hahahahahahahaha |
[Dec. 4th, 2005|06:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Depeche Mode - Precious | ] |
Guess who added me on myspace!
ALEX RICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mark needs to get a myspace just to torture him. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 26th, 2005|09:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | / extremely sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dandy Warhols - Smoke It | ] |
I don't want to go back to school again!! I like being able to do nothing all day. oh well, it's not like school is hard anymore. I was very please I made HIGH HONORS for the very first time. WOO YEAH I BE SMART!!
(actually artistic, since most of my classes were art classes) |
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| finally |
[Nov. 25th, 2005|11:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Straylight Run - Existentialism on Prom Night | ] |
GOGOL BORDELLO ON CONAN O'BRIAN TONIGHT!
DON'T MISS IT!!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 16th, 2005|11:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Modest Mouse - Bankrupt on Selling | ] |
I can't sleep. I've become pretty dependent on the over-the-counter sleeping pills that my mom buys but doesn't use. I wish I weren't, but it's not that much up to me anymore. If I can't sleep, I can't sleep. Without some help, of course. With help, though, it takes a very long time to actually kick in and I'm more groggy in the morning than I am when I'm trying to sleep. And YET, I can't keep my eyes open enough to read. I hate that state. It's no fun at all. |
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